Lying alone in this bed
Feeling the cold serene night
My body is supposed to be at rest
Somehow through you crossed my mind
What could I have wasted?
I could have been lying beside a warm flesh
Caressing a comforting presence
Immersing myself on your arm’s safe haven
Against this world, so harsh and cruel
I could have been making love under the stars
Adding shades of passion and intimacy to a serene yet lonely night
I could have been showered with fervently scrumptious desire
As I reach its glorious peaks and zeniths with someone I love
But it’s all just wishful thinking —
What can I say?
I have thrown you away